hero

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another world

“If we find ourselves with a desire that nothing in this world can satisfy, the most probable explanation is that we were made for another world.”

~CS Lewis

Why am I not happy?

I have the perfect family, and job, and house, and I’m decently intelligent and occasionally attractive.

Why are there still times when I am down, depressed, weepy?

I have accomplished in my short life what some people spend decades trying to obtain. I have the college degree, the best friend a/k/a husband, the cutest kids, the supportive parents, the job I’m loving that also pays very well, the beautiful, brand-new house. So what excuse do I have to be anything other than deliriously happy?

It’s because I can never truly be happy here. This is not my home.

I am created for something bigger, something greater, something so far beyond my vision of what happiness even is.

Something that can’t be found on this earth.

Something that can only be found in Christ and in my next life, in my new life with Him.

10 months

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what I believe

This is what I believe. It’s pretty simple.

There’s a God. Only one God, in fact, and He is the creator of everything. We’re made in His image, which means we’re like Him in many ways, except that He’s God and we’re not. He’s loving and just and desires a relationship with us. As individuals with free will, we have the freedom to respond to the relationship God’s initiated with us, or not.

We’re free to choose to live outside the realm of the life God has for us as it’s explained in the Bible. Put another way, many choices we make either move us closer to God or further away from Him. Making even seemingly small decisions that separate us from God is called sin. We all do it, and we’ll continue to do so. And, even then, God will love us and passionately pursue us.

God loves us so much, in fact, that He sent His only son, Jesus, to die so the rest of us could live. The cost of sin was separation from God—spiritual death—until Jesus came and his death paid everyone’s debt. That’s serious love. Because of that serious, perfect love, this gift from God is waiting for anyone who wants to receive it. This is called Grace. God gives grace freely and abundantly.

As for us, we need only to decide whether or not to believe and receive this stuff. If we decide to believe it, we have available to us a new, full life that can start now and never stop. And it’s OK to have a lot of questions along the way.  Although God reveals things to us (including what He’s revealed about Himself in the Bible), He remains mysterious and wonderful.

(credit to Crossroads)

off

I took vacation last week. 10 solid days without work. Just me, Joe and the kids.

I baked 3 cakes. I slept in ’til noon. I taught myself to crochet. I scrap-booked the last 2 years of our lives. I painted my fingernails.

It was fun having a break. But I’m glad it’s over. Because it’s hard.

I complain about how busy our lives are, and how there’s never enough time, which makes me feel rushed. But when there’s nothing to fill the time, I feel non-productive, which makes me feel pathetic.

Is this making any sense?

I will never again complain of being too busy, because not being busy at all drives me crazy.

rescue

And I wanna be where you are. ~ United

still beauty

stop

This is good advice. This is what I usually do.

Why don’t I pray first?

breathe

nose. in a book.

I haven’t been having a lot of original thoughts lately. There’s too much going on. There’s no time for thinking.

But, if you must have some words of wisdom from me, I’ll give you this:

I cannot say enough about how shocked and undeserving and grateful I am of and to God lately. He’s doing something incredible with Innovatory.

The extra income is, of course, a plus.

But it’s also a way for Joseph and I to spend more time together. We plan, we market, we shoot together. And I am seeing an excitement in him that has been gone for a little while. I’m happy for his renewed sense of pride in his work and the results, and his humbleness about it all.

So, that’s all for now.